She was looking for evidence
The grocery list for her favorite dish
The prayer mat to remind her peace
The last dollar saved only for her

But, how does she remember?
The list was unwritten
The mat was never woven
The last dollar was spent on himself

So, she grieved while he was living
She grieved when he left
She grieved when he died

Do you get to grieve someone twice?
He was breathing but already dead
He, who had died, died
She grieved thrice